:: --crap-- ::
[ 2005-03-18 ] [8:02 a.m.]
hai! sawakas! natapos din ang yhe at ang chef's attack! tapos na ang paghihirap at ang sleepless nights! whahahaha!! as if naman!
naalala ko bigla madami pa pala akong project!! ahh walang hiya! dumagdag pa yung isa!!
:: mental patient x! ::
[ 2005-03-15 ] [10:23 p.m.]
ai nako!! bakit nga ba may mga tao na gagawa at gagawa ng problema sa buhay mo. everything is going smoothly, until she came along! i know ang cheap ng mga words na sasabihin ko pero leche naman!! wala akong ginagawa sakanyang masama at hindi ko siya inaaano. i know that when i go to work more people will be putting me down.
okey, i admit i was the one who told a shrim faculty that my prof was drunk when he came to class, but she doesn't have to be angry with me if they don't have a relationship! duh!! i've heard it before and i used it for my excuse last time. we are just friends or barkada. same old palusot!
:: the other side ::
[ 2005-03-14 ] [8:48 p.m.]
i am devistated with the things that is happening around me lately. i know i should not make this one of my problems. but it will be in the long run. it would still come down to us the young generations. what is happening to our other side of the family?
i feel like im going to have a cold sweat! but it won't come out, instead it goes down to my veins and gets stuck in my heart. that's what i feel. it's so complicated, i can't take it! it's so bad, that i want to cry for help. help for my beloved other side.
what ever happened to our great reunions that i won't forget the whole year? what ever happened to the laughters? bitterness would never put you to places. you have to be happy for the ones who succeed and help those who are in need. that's what family are for.
i don't want to see the other side like this. it's not common it's not ordinary. it's not family. im begging you to give the other side back to what and who they are when i knew them. please!
:: what i miss ::
[ 2005-03-14 ] [6:51 p.m.]
i used to adore a boy band when i was still in 2nd year high school. i miss listening to them and i hate ate erin for erasing every mp3 of them that i downloaded back then.
good news they are comming back. they are currently recording an album but one of them won't be in the band.
:: insecurities gallore ::
[ 2005-03-14 ] [6:49 p.m.]
yah! i have my share of insecurities, like pimples, black heads, eye bags, flabs and my stretch marks. but for the love of god! i would never be insecure with a girl named mitcheline galang! for crying out loud! who the hell is she to tell everyone i'm insecure. of whom? of what? and why!? duh!
once again i'm too busy for these things... blah!
:: i have much more to say ::
[ 2005-03-14 ] [6:48 p.m.]
i'm busy these days. i don't know why i keep on streessing my self. i have too much expectations from my self it kills me.
i never knew i could do alot of things in the kitchen. i think i under estimated my self. we had egg cookery last tuesday and i did great. i never knew i could flip eggs without breaking them. cooking 4 all at the same time and being pressured.
i have a prof who i think doesn't have a good work ethics. he sucks! i just have to keep with him to have good grades. but then again he's hitting hard on some students. i don't know he's point of view, but still he sucks!
i had a shooting last feb 22, for the practical cook tv. the kitchen sucks the production i also think sucks! what can i say it's a low budget production. hai! but i'm thankful for the opportunity. next off... ice cream competition!! wohooo!!! it will be aired tomorrow 9am at abc5
:: today and yesterday and the day before ::
[ 2005-03-14 ] [6:45 p.m.]
today:
nahaks! bonding time with mommy. hmm... actually napagod lang ako yun lang! isa lang nabili ko akala ko makakarami ako hindi rin pala. ewan ko, cguro ayaw ko lang gumastos ng gumastos ng pera nila kasi sabi sila ng sabi na hirap mag budget. okey na ko sa isang board shorts na sobrang iksi.. (kepkep shorts tawag ni aimee dun) kala ko rin makakanood kami ng sine d rin pala.. hai!!! constantine at series of unfortunate events have to wait for now.
yesterday:
yes!! nag cut ako ng class at i-make up ko siya bukas ng 7am! hai! come to think of it sana d ko nalang cinut yung lintek na subject na un! oh well that's life. pumunta ko sa party ng ka-block ko last term mejo boring pero who am i to say it's boring? it's not my crowd.
the day before:
pumunta ko kina carlo... nag type lang kami ng kaylangan ko sa project. tapos nun kumain kami sa zong sa the fort. okey masarap chinese food. grabe! d ko akalain na ganun ka bait parents ni carlo. nakaluto na ng food yung maid pero sa labas parin kami kumain. special daw ako eh! wahhaha!!! for reals now... sobrang bait nila chaka i feel very comfortable nung kausap sila pero mejo shy parin. d mo na maaalis yun cguro.
nagalit sakin si mommy bakit daw hindi nlng si carlo yung pumunta sa bahay. oo nga bat nga hindi nalang siya? i can't blame him! d pa siya pinapagdrive, wala silang driver, at d niya alam kung panu pumunta dito. EFFORT! yun lang! (wala akong sama ng loob... wag ka nang magalit!)
may dagdag... sabi ng driver namin na si kuya collin, bait daw ng parents ni carlo!
